46" X 36" (Medium: Oil / Spray Paint)
As one of the earliest and most personal works in this series, this piece layers three of the most difficult moments of my life—each marked by their exact dates—beneath the image of a recent sex scene in which I performed. The composition speaks to the inescapable entanglement of past and present, pain and performance, identity and survival. Every element is deliberate: nothing is forgotten, nothing is erased. This emotionally raw painting is a meditation on acceptance, memory, and the quiet pleasure of making peace with one’s own history. A singular artifact of vulnerability made permanent.